Letter to Mr Brightside

Dear Mr Brightside,

Its been almost four years since we last crossed paths. And boy did you leave a lasting impression. Now it meet again and it makes me sad, knowing that after four years some things haven't changed. Yes I am older. I am wiser (albeit only slightly and my recent actions say otherwise).

What matters however is not what has changed but what has not. I find myself in that dark place once again. The place I swore never to return to again but yet here we are. And like before I know what needs to be done. I know how to ease the pain. How to lessen the ache. And also like before I find myself not taking my own advice but doing the total opposite.

Now don't get me wrong. I do not blame or hate you for what has happened. How could I? Yours is a tale of wrong place wrong time. I just resent that you were present for two of the most vulnerable moments of my life.

And if it makes you feel any better, there has been once significant change. The last time, I heard you once then never again. This time however I find myself constantly seeking your solace. Guess there's hope for me yet.

Yours truly,

Me.

I'm coming out of my cage
And I’ve been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I’m falling asleep
And she’s calling a cab
While he’s having a smoke
And she’s taking a drag
Now they’re going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it’s all in my head
But she’s touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, letting me go

And I just can’t look - it's killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it’s just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
‘Cause I’m Mr Brightside

Only him laa...

"Put it this way.. What if this all just a cruel way to make you realise you're gay? By which terms i'd still be entitled to say I love you. =)"

How to not love that Indon boy... haha!!

laters ya'll

Monster Shark??

Tourist in Australia warned of six meter 'monster' shark: Tourists holidaying in the Australian state of Queensland have been warned to stay out of the water by authorities who fear a giant six meter-long shark might be prowling the coast.

Concerns were raised after a 3 meter great white shark was found dead with two huge bites taken out of its body. Experts believe the bites were made by an even larger predatory fish.

This was kinda big news in Australia for a bit. But i thought it was funny nobody mentioned the possibility that it was just a smaller or normal sized shark who took 2 bites?? probably it bit the same spot??

However, i admit it would be hilarious to see the locals down in Queensland standing on the beach or boats pointing their guns at the water screaming MONSTER SHARK!! Apparently thats what the people are doing btw...I think some ppl have seen Jaws wayyyyyyy to many times.

Then again I sure as hell aint getting into any shark infested waters..period!! Can only imagine my mother saying "you went in even though u knew there was sharks in the area!!" I would get no sympathy at all for loosing a chunk of my thigh or my foot... sighh

later days ya'll!!

Droolsssss

For future references, I LOVE the Audy R8..I would love it in Black but would take the Silver, Red or White.. =)

Peace out!!

oh ye of little ingenuity

There are moments in life where one cant help but just throw it out there and see what happens. I rarely come across opportunities to do that but today I did. Today i decided to try a sad pick up line and see where it gets me.

Situation: Me getting coffee at the RMIT cafeteria before my literary journalism (LJ) class. Notice a pretty girl (PG) standing beside me. Both of us waiting for our coffee. I smile at her and she smiles back. So I do this...

Me: So do you come here often?

PG: Uh...yea i guess so. In between classes? (yes she had a questioning tone)

Me: wokays. (5 sec pause) Sorry but I just had to try that out and see how it worked out

PG: oh alright.. (takes coffee n leaves)

Now i admit that it was a overused and very bad pick up line but i swear i feel that conversation should have lasted longer. That was a classic opening into a 1st time conversation if she just had better comebacks. Or maybe I've been watching to many reruns of Friends??

*Ponders

Then again it wasn't like she was all that. She had nice boots (yes i notice stuff like dat) and the appropriate length of wavy hair (appropriate by my standards off course). A nice smile maybe but besides that not someone I'd loose sleep over.

*yea i'll just keep telling myself dat

anyways im still gonna keep trying these lame bad pick up lines n you'll be among the 1st to know if it works..

later days..

PS: Yes i have a GF and I'd like to stress that my experiments are purely innocent fun

Forgive the mushiness but...

Happy 5 Years of Surviving me baby!!

I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but i can tell you what love is for me. Love is knowing all about someone and still wanting them more than any other person. Love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into the room and smile at you...

Here's to many more years baby.. Always & Forever...

OMFG!!

MU has like 8O mil n the best they could do was overpriced Valencia and Michael Owen!!

Dont get me wrong..Owen was a top quality player but there is a logical reason why that sentence is in the past tense..although he vehemently denies it, one cant help but lable him as extremely injury prone.. He plays, he gets injured. As an ankle heals, a groin muscle rips. When he returns, a knee ligament pulls. He is a mass of interconnecting torn tissue. He has never quite rediscovered his touch and the pace that marked him out as one of the best strikers at that time.

I only hope that with the type of support he will be getting at MU, from both the medical staff and players he will be able to regain what was lost and prove to be quite a ingenius move by Fergusson..


On another note, apparently, according to my sources Eto favours a move to ManUtd rather than ManCity..He is willing to forgo the big bugs if ManUtd's 25mil bid is excepted... PLEASE EXCEPT IT!!! it would make me feel a whole lot better about the Owen issue..

bah!!!

laters