tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-92140115214486774002024-03-05T19:22:19.730+11:00An insight into the mind of the rambling lunaticpraxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.comBlogger113125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-67531266600359460082011-05-16T13:23:00.006+10:002011-05-16T13:42:55.174+10:00Many emotions, similar response"I cling to my anger with every ounce of humanity left in my ruined body, but it's no use. It slips away, like a wave from shore. I am pondering this sad fact when I realize the blackness of sleep is circling my head. It's been there awhile, biding its time and growing closer with each revolution. I give up on rage, which at this point has become a formality, and make a mental note to get angry again in the morning. Then I let myself drift, because there's really no fighting it."<br /><br /><div align="right">-Sara Gruen, 'Water for Elephants'-</div><br /><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left">The above mentioned quote, I remember when i first read it, is one of the most scariest things i've ever read. It's like I couldn't put into words how I deal and then while reading this book I found it. Not exactly rare but still quite unnerving. Watching the movie yest made me remember this and I just had to find this quote again.</div><br /><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left">I substituted anger for pain and misery at one point but it riverted back to anger as well. The last two sentences is one of the most painful and revolutionary sentences, I feel, we as people have to come to grips with if we ever want to move on in life. </div><br /><br /><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left">Maybe it will help you. Maybe it won't. I just thought it was worth a mention.</div><br /><br /><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left">Laters ya'll</div>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com16tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-17708369531060737592011-05-10T11:38:00.003+10:002011-05-11T20:43:22.549+10:00In the midst of it all...I've been kinda down lately. It's coz I came across an phrase that has so much meaning for me concerning the Enters issue.<br /><br />"What happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object?"<br /><br />I swear it brought back such good memories - which ended with me being emo for an entire weekend. No worries! Nobody besides Dhal knew - I was sneakily hiding it behind excursions. Saw Thor over the weekend. Pool with Mat. Mothers Day shopping with Dhal, Mat & Brennan. Family Mothers Day lunch.<br /><br />It's sometimes scary how normal I can pretend to seem. Or does everyone hide it this well. Hmmmm.<br /><br />Well I was blog surfing at/for work. *Yes its part of my daily 'need-to-dos' I found this.<br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2tdvGfZRdZtwV60Qc7_PDMrzfzFPP8lQA4Z8xegbODp-fx8FLdg2LDHlVZjG9MQpQ32a-R47kNwbsKzg3dvoFgvaP1uvH9yu0-zWWODNWHBtpRXMh9_CpogY1AGVH9-k1Hq2kb7BrDgdh/s1600/sadness.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5605405257993549762" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh2tdvGfZRdZtwV60Qc7_PDMrzfzFPP8lQA4Z8xegbODp-fx8FLdg2LDHlVZjG9MQpQ32a-R47kNwbsKzg3dvoFgvaP1uvH9yu0-zWWODNWHBtpRXMh9_CpogY1AGVH9-k1Hq2kb7BrDgdh/s320/sadness.jpg" border="0" /></a></div><br /><p>I swear i've never looked at it that way. </p><br /><p>Later's ya'll!!</p>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-54790885416325159312011-05-08T03:03:00.004+10:002011-05-08T03:27:56.475+10:00Dear HollywoodI very recently went to see Thor at the cinema and the weak ending aside, I have a very serious complaint.<br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjy98crPSWhyphenhyphenEq8R_p-PNw7CVaRb_gZSxXoECbVJ26Up9v5uZi5Sl6F3dCrfSlhlv8LvW4h8ddmppCadSuWRRKDdi_pzQaNX0x7XWEVcyb_ul-reSBrFKvPovPrt0VmgVQKNRAItDg7LvfZ/s1600/Chris_hemsworth_shirtless_in_Thor_Movie.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604024278258892146" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 282px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjy98crPSWhyphenhyphenEq8R_p-PNw7CVaRb_gZSxXoECbVJ26Up9v5uZi5Sl6F3dCrfSlhlv8LvW4h8ddmppCadSuWRRKDdi_pzQaNX0x7XWEVcyb_ul-reSBrFKvPovPrt0VmgVQKNRAItDg7LvfZ/s320/Chris_hemsworth_shirtless_in_Thor_Movie.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Really? Like seriously? Those abs? Those man nipples? Those arms? That facial hair? Those long blonde locks? That deep voice? That's what you're throwing at the female population?<br /><br />I mean my personality can only get me so far.<br /><br />=(praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-77260152868481522282011-04-20T20:19:00.002+10:002011-04-20T20:22:33.614+10:00guys like meBackgrounder: Tania has invited me to the Cleo's top 50 eligible batchelors show or something like that at MIST club next Fri. She posted up the tickets on facebook and tagged the few of us who are going.<br /><br />Tania : Time to cuci mata!<br /><br />Me : uhhhh..just realized I can't cuci mata right<br /><br />Tania : Where there are hot guys, there'll be hot girls. Where there are hot girls..<br /> there are guys like you<br /><br />Me : -_-praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-24785578128862282382011-04-17T23:35:00.002+10:002011-04-17T23:54:28.428+10:00Step 1<div align="left">They say the first step in solving a problem is admitting you had a problem in the first place. </div><br /><p align="center"></p><br /><div align="center">So here it goes.... </div><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><div align="center">.... I have a problem </div><br /><p align="center"></p><br /><div align="center"></div><br /><p align="center"></p><br /><div align="center">So now what?</div><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="left"></div><br /><div align="center"></div>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-70058752982152657382011-04-16T21:13:00.002+10:002011-04-16T21:17:27.497+10:00Thoust should fear mother natureI cannot believe that something as simple as re-potting (is that even a word) a plant became such a hassle/chore/trial/troublesome activity. <br /><br />As you can see I can't find an exact word to desribe the last 30-45mins. <br /><br />Mother Nature : 1 Me : 0<br /><br />There's nothing like a gardening fail. Atleast not yet. =(<br /><br />Laters ya'llpraxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-52747579731785402472011-04-16T18:45:00.003+10:002011-04-16T19:40:52.593+10:00There's optimism and then there's optimismNo seriously. I'm not being cynical. Like many Malaysians I too nervously await the Sarawak elections results. These results will determine the next year or so in Malaysian politics. The big question being when is GE13? <br /><br />How can one not sit and stare at their prefered online site? Clicking refresh every couple of minutes. <br /><br />If there was ever a time for change and hope, this is it! But we shouldn't count our chickens before the eggs have hatched. The BN have had a lot of practice with winning elections and staying in power.<br /><br />I for one do not expect a tsunami victory. I am hopefull that we can deny BN a two third majority and considering that during the last state elections, we only won 7/71seats, that itself I feel will be a victory worth celebrating. <br /><br />Sooooo - until the EC announces official results i will be hopefull. Not optimistic, just hopeful.praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-82021887245128780092011-04-15T18:21:00.003+10:002011-04-15T19:32:18.542+10:00four score and seven years ago..Well not really. That means 78 years ago and I'm saying that its been that long but it certainly feels like ages. Atleast to me it does.<br /><br />Updates that matter: I'm back in Malaysia for good. I'm currently unemployed but actively searching for a job. I left my heart in Australia and am waiting for it to either move on or whatever the next step is supposed to be. Not yet met up with all the friends and family I should have by now. <br /><br />Once again i'm going to start a fresh and see how long it lasts.<br /><br />One new interesting fact is that i've added 2 more tv seires to my already long list of tv series I download. Glee & Camelot. Glee: The music is awesome and there are some fine ladies in that show! Camelot: A diff outlook on the legend made by a relatively new british network. Eva Green as Morgana was a great casting choice. Hot and intense as ever! And Joseph Fiennes as Merlin is brilliant. One scene in particular made me literally Whoooo for joy. <br /><br />Scene - Authur is climbing a huge ass waterfall to retrieve the sword in the stone while Merlin and Leontas (this productions version of Lancelot)watch. A random by stander is continuosly being negative.<br /><br />Randon by stander: He's never going to make it. Its impossible<br />Merlin : Piss off<br /><br />Me : Whoooo!! *Applauds while laughing!!<br /><br />Currently watching Tom & Jerry while wating for 7pm to come by. God I really need a job!<br /><br />Current beat: Tom & Jerry theme song =)<br /><br />Laters ya'llpraxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-80730343440582139262010-07-21T19:45:00.002+10:002010-07-21T19:53:26.849+10:00Crossing that line..I know I said let's take things slow and see where it goes..But i swear I never expected you to take that this literally.. That's what I get for being cautious.. =P<br /><br />It's frustratingly confusing how you say things that make my heart skip a beat but yet deflect and block almost any and every move I try..<br /><br />With Pri there was warning bells throughout the whole experience but surprisingly with you I don't hear them..Makes me feel even more so that you just may be worth it.. <br /><br />Can't find a word for my current mood. Pretty sure im slightly hungover but doesn't feel that way.. No headaches and I don't feel like throwing up.. Not tired or sleepy but extremely lethargic..<br /><br />Meh (as you always say)... I'll wait and see...<br /><br />Later day's ya'll..<br /><br />Current beat: Girl on TV - LFOpraxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-68528388290676199232010-06-13T20:09:00.003+10:002010-06-25T14:48:54.792+10:00come on...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsMR238R5x1AJvzb9u6k-uILaRlh_i30t6O8qiFdu1wuNynhafo7W2sxvHA2xvs6r0XBzDOaBSdPT8MhLBseZ4_isqHACTr1xa7kS6WtL5yF2b6p9NDA8PCSdasyaYyNMQZIvuxJ92nGLg/s1600/les-grossman-tom-cruise.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 237px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjsMR238R5x1AJvzb9u6k-uILaRlh_i30t6O8qiFdu1wuNynhafo7W2sxvHA2xvs6r0XBzDOaBSdPT8MhLBseZ4_isqHACTr1xa7kS6WtL5yF2b6p9NDA8PCSdasyaYyNMQZIvuxJ92nGLg/s320/les-grossman-tom-cruise.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5486567776141680642" border="0" /></a><br /><br />I swear Tom Cruise deserves a medal just for prolonging this character. I applauded and loved his cameos in tropic thunder as les grossman but his performance at the MTV movie awards just takes the cake. A medal or an award!! You read it here first!!<br /><br /><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2wRoAsHvoMk&hl=en_US&fs=1&"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2wRoAsHvoMk&hl=en_US&fs=1&" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-18384710855874001182010-06-09T02:46:00.004+10:002010-06-09T03:03:23.246+10:00a moment of clarity??KS: How u otherwise???<br /><br />Me: I'm a mess but I'll get through it. Life keeps throwing more important things at me so i cant concentrate on myself which is good. I got thesis, then job applications, then visa and then getting an apartment.<br /><br />If i don't get a job then I'm going home for good and then the job and apartment process starts all over again. So i assume late September is prob when I'm free enough to actually sort my head and heart out. So yeah. That's a long way to go so I'm not gonna think about it until then.<br /><br />But then again starting a new job can be stressful so maybe it'll take me like three or four months to adjust. So next January I'll work on myself. Heck i'll make it part of my new years resolution.<br /><br /><br />Hmmmm..........interesting no??<br /><br />Laters ya'llpraxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-40349169904807068072010-06-08T05:09:00.002+10:002010-06-08T05:13:21.841+10:00Stalker much??<span style="font-size:100%;">*This after I pointed out some minor details in a vid Florence made for her friends...<br /><br />Florence: Wow, you'll make a good stalker you know...<br /><br />Me: haha..nth more flattering den getting told i have a future in creepy<br /><br />Tis true!! =P<br /></span>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-22729963296760391372010-06-08T04:42:00.003+10:002010-06-08T05:09:11.425+10:00Now I may not be the worst or the best but you gotta respect my honestyIs it not sad that pockets of the majority believe that rebounding is the best way to get over breakup?<br /><br />I personally know many people who think rebound or rebounds is ace to getting over being dumped or generally getting over someone and that's quite sad.<br /><br />I believe that we should have the strength and self respect to heal on our own and not depend/need someone else to make us feel better. I mean what happened to the whole 'you cant love another if you don't love yourself' concept?<br /><br />That's what I believe but I know otherwise. Sadly enough I've rebounded and yes it helped and made me feel whole loads better. Accept when she realized it was a rebound and pulled the plug. I seriously felt like shit for leading her on and hurting her. What's worse we couldn't even remain friends after (duh!!). Hence the negativity towards rebounding.<br /><br />I'm going to stick to my current plan. Going out, partying with friends, drinking quite a bit and meeting new people. I already know I deserve better and that it was her lost. I just gotta believe it and I hope I am on the right track.<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;">Now I may not be the worst or the best but you gotta respect my honesty.</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> And I may break your heart, but I don't really think there's anybody's as bomb as me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> So you can take this chance, in the end everybody's gonna be wondering how ya deal</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> You might say this is Ludacris, but Taio Cruz tell em' how ya feel!</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><br /><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> Listen, now I'm only gonna break your heart</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> And shatter and spatter it all into little itty bitty pieces</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> Whether or not you get it all together</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> Then its finders keepers and losers weepers</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> See I'm not trying lead you on, no I'm only trying keep it real</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"> You might say this is Ludacris, but Taio Cruz tell her how you feel!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"><br /></span></span><br /><div style="text-align: left;">Laters ya'll<br /><br />Current Beat: Jason Derulo - Riding Solo (HAH!!)<br /><br />Quote of the day:<br /><br />T: My friend told me today she broke a bench. I mean I've heard of people breaking beds but never a bench.<br /><br />Me: *raised eyebrows..broke how?<br /><br />T: You're smart. I'm sure you already know.<br /><br />Me: Niceeeeee<span style="font-style: italic;"></span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-style: italic;"></span></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"></span></span><br /><br />*Anybody notice how my quotes have become snippets of conversations...hmmmmm =P<br /><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0); font-style: italic;"></span></span></div> <br /></div>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-81608056894548353232010-06-05T23:49:00.003+10:002010-06-06T01:53:57.287+10:00Oh that nostalgic feeling...Ain't it funny how all it takes is one compliment to make your day. Maybe it is because I find her amazingly attractive. Not just looks wise but she's got a real unique personality which I really dig. Yes I am going with dig. Maybe it is because she's not my usual type. Maybe it is because I've always kinda had this lil crush on her since back in the day.<br /><br />*On another note, isn't it weird how young people like me actually try to use that phrase. 'Back in the day.' Back in my day would actually be referring to my young teenage days. Not much impact there eh..<br /><br />I suddenly had a Beatles moment today. Remembered back when my mum had control of the car radio and would play either the Beatles, ABBA or Kenny Rogers. I d/l two of my fav songs. 'Hey jude and when I saw her standing there. There's nothing like flashes from your childhood to help with thesis completion stress. It's on repeat now. =)<br /><br />Met up with HS before coffee with Rae n Navin. She's got a big decision coming over the horizon. Two boys - always a tricky situation, laced with minefields. I remember when I had to make a choice similar to that. I particulary remember feeling it was like the biggest decision I ever had to make. Boy was i VERY wong and EXTREMELY naive back then.<br /><br />Remembering past encounters, choices and so on can be quite fun. A good nostalgic session can sometimes, on extremely rare occasions, be a helthy replacement to getting high. One can see where you've been or how far you've come. But as always good things must have its limits. Too much of a good thing and all that jazz. Because in the end, you're in the here and now and should always concentrate on that. Too much and you'll end up reaching a 'what if?' Never consider a 'what if?' i say. Not that i've taken my own advice but based on those personal experiences, one should really stay clear of those kinda day dreams.<br /><br />Anyways I'm off. I got an early start tomorrow for football and I gotta finish my OrgComm assignment by tomorrow night. I forsee a long tiring day.<br /><br />Laters..<br /><br />Current Beat: The Isley Brothers - Shout (Mater Music Remix)<br /><br />Quote of the day: *Me teasing Axy about Australia loosing to the US in a friendly football match<br /><br />ME: Ouch! Maybe you SHOULD opt for England this year eh?<br /><br />AXY: I don't see Malaysia in the wc buddy.praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-36991043555885959492010-05-31T18:59:00.001+10:002010-05-31T19:01:52.650+10:00hmmmmm<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2TYQm5bQIXFdYLc9D6T482zPYYLOnRchGaASh_VLusVf4_Qv2mB-TFsEO4m-3ENH2QfRBtcjeqj0zC7fhgDblXTRyDc9qrybIRDL7n_5TV8QiWPPyWrJo4qxVGqcTsplHGCdLvpt-FHq-/s1600/AudiQ7-7-seater-car.jpg"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 400px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 250px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477356265107846322" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2TYQm5bQIXFdYLc9D6T482zPYYLOnRchGaASh_VLusVf4_Qv2mB-TFsEO4m-3ENH2QfRBtcjeqj0zC7fhgDblXTRyDc9qrybIRDL7n_5TV8QiWPPyWrJo4qxVGqcTsplHGCdLvpt-FHq-/s400/AudiQ7-7-seater-car.jpg" /></a><br />According to daddy, thats the car he's gonna get...<br /><br />The Audi Q7...<br /><br />I'll believe it when I see it...<br /><br />Later days ya'llpraxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-58783961078086102352010-04-29T16:56:00.007+10:002010-04-29T17:36:08.487+10:00I could really use a wish right now wish right now...<w:zoom></w:zoom><w:trackmoves><w:trackformatting><w:punctuationkerning><w:validateagainstschemas><w:donotpromoteqf><w:lidthemecomplexscript></w:lidthemecomplexscript> <w:compatibility><w:breakwrappedtables><w:snaptogridincell><w:wraptextwithpunct><w:useasianbreakrules><w:dontgrowautofit><w:splitpgbreakandparamark><w:dontvertaligncellwithsp><w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables><w:dontvertalignintxbx><w:word11kerningpairs><w:cachedcolbalance><w:usefelayout></w:usefelayout><m:mathpr><m:mathfont val="Cambria Math"><m:brkbin val="before"><m:brkbinsub val="--"><m:smallfrac val="off"><m:dispdef><m:lmargin val="0"><m:rmargin 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class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style=""><o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style=""><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="">Ok! Yes it’s a mistake. I know it’s a mistake but there are certain things in life where you know that it’s a mistake but you don’t really know it’s a mistake. Because the only way to really know it’s a mistake is to make the mistake and look back and say ‘yep that was a mistake.’ So really the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you’d go your whole life not really knowing if something mistake or not. Does any of this make sense to you?<o:p></o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style=""><o:p> </o:p></span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style=""><br /></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="">I don’t know. You said mistake a lot….</span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family: arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><br /></span></p></m:defjc></m:rmargin></m:lmargin></m:dispdef></m:smallfrac></m:brkbinsub></m:brkbin></m:mathfont></m:mathpr></w:cachedcolbalance></w:word11kerningpairs></w:dontvertalignintxbx></w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables></w:dontvertaligncellwithsp></w:splitpgbreakandparamark></w:dontgrowautofit></w:useasianbreakrules></w:wraptextwithpunct></w:snaptogridincell></w:breakwrappedtables></w:compatibility></w:donotpromoteqf></w:validateagainstschemas></w:punctuationkerning></w:trackformatting></w:trackmoves><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><w:trackmoves style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><w:trackformatting><w:punctuationkerning><w:validateagainstschemas><w:donotpromoteqf><w:compatibility><w:breakwrappedtables><w:snaptogridincell><w:wraptextwithpunct><w:useasianbreakrules><w:dontgrowautofit><w:splitpgbreakandparamark><w:dontvertaligncellwithsp><w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables><w:dontvertalignintxbx><w:word11kerningpairs><w:cachedcolbalance><m:mathpr><m:mathfont val="Cambria Math"><m:brkbin val="before"><m:brkbinsub val="--"><m:smallfrac val="off"><m:dispdef><m:lmargin val="0"><m:rmargin val="0"><m:defjc val="centerGroup"><span style=";font-family:arial;" >"Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars</span></m:defjc></m:rmargin></m:lmargin></m:dispdef></m:smallfrac></m:brkbinsub></m:brkbin></m:mathfont></m:mathpr></w:cachedcolbalance></w:word11kerningpairs></w:dontvertalignintxbx></w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables></w:dontvertaligncellwithsp></w:splitpgbreakandparamark></w:dontgrowautofit></w:useasianbreakrules></w:wraptextwithpunct></w:snaptogridincell></w:breakwrappedtables></w:compatibility></w:donotpromoteqf></w:validateagainstschemas></w:punctuationkerning></w:trackformatting></w:trackmoves><br /><w:trackmoves style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><w:trackformatting><w:punctuationkerning><w:validateagainstschemas><w:donotpromoteqf><w:compatibility><w:breakwrappedtables><w:snaptogridincell><w:wraptextwithpunct><w:useasianbreakrules><w:dontgrowautofit><w:splitpgbreakandparamark><w:dontvertaligncellwithsp><w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables><w:dontvertalignintxbx><w:word11kerningpairs><w:cachedcolbalance><m:mathpr><m:mathfont val="Cambria Math"><m:brkbin val="before"><m:brkbinsub val="--"><m:smallfrac val="off"><m:dispdef><m:lmargin val="0"><m:rmargin val="0"><m:defjc val="centerGroup"><span style=";font-family:arial;" >I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now</span></m:defjc></m:rmargin></m:lmargin></m:dispdef></m:smallfrac></m:brkbinsub></m:brkbin></m:mathfont></m:mathpr></w:cachedcolbalance></w:word11kerningpairs></w:dontvertalignintxbx></w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables></w:dontvertaligncellwithsp></w:splitpgbreakandparamark></w:dontgrowautofit></w:useasianbreakrules></w:wraptextwithpunct></w:snaptogridincell></w:breakwrappedtables></w:compatibility></w:donotpromoteqf></w:validateagainstschemas></w:punctuationkerning></w:trackformatting></w:trackmoves><br /><w:trackmoves style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><w:trackformatting><w:punctuationkerning><w:validateagainstschemas><w:donotpromoteqf><w:compatibility><w:breakwrappedtables><w:snaptogridincell><w:wraptextwithpunct><w:useasianbreakrules><w:dontgrowautofit><w:splitpgbreakandparamark><w:dontvertaligncellwithsp><w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables><w:dontvertalignintxbx><w:word11kerningpairs><w:cachedcolbalance><m:mathpr><m:mathfont val="Cambria Math"><m:brkbin val="before"><m:brkbinsub val="--"><m:smallfrac val="off"><m:dispdef><m:lmargin val="0"><m:rmargin val="0"><m:defjc val="centerGroup"><span style=";font-family:arial;" >Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars</span></m:defjc></m:rmargin></m:lmargin></m:dispdef></m:smallfrac></m:brkbinsub></m:brkbin></m:mathfont></m:mathpr></w:cachedcolbalance></w:word11kerningpairs></w:dontvertalignintxbx></w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables></w:dontvertaligncellwithsp></w:splitpgbreakandparamark></w:dontgrowautofit></w:useasianbreakrules></w:wraptextwithpunct></w:snaptogridincell></w:breakwrappedtables></w:compatibility></w:donotpromoteqf></w:validateagainstschemas></w:punctuationkerning></w:trackformatting></w:trackmoves><br /><w:trackmoves style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);"><w:trackformatting><w:punctuationkerning><w:validateagainstschemas><w:donotpromoteqf><w:compatibility><w:breakwrappedtables><w:snaptogridincell><w:wraptextwithpunct><w:useasianbreakrules><w:dontgrowautofit><w:splitpgbreakandparamark><w:dontvertaligncellwithsp><w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables><w:dontvertalignintxbx><w:word11kerningpairs><w:cachedcolbalance><m:mathpr><m:mathfont val="Cambria Math"><m:brkbin val="before"><m:brkbinsub val="--"><m:smallfrac val="off"><m:dispdef><m:lmargin val="0"><m:rmargin val="0"><m:defjc val="centerGroup"><span style=";font-family:arial;" >I could really use a wish right now wish right now wish right now</span>"</m:defjc></m:rmargin></m:lmargin></m:dispdef></m:smallfrac></m:brkbinsub></m:brkbin></m:mathfont></m:mathpr></w:cachedcolbalance></w:word11kerningpairs></w:dontvertalignintxbx></w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables></w:dontvertaligncellwithsp></w:splitpgbreakandparamark></w:dontgrowautofit></w:useasianbreakrules></w:wraptextwithpunct></w:snaptogridincell></w:breakwrappedtables></w:compatibility></w:donotpromoteqf></w:validateagainstschemas></w:punctuationkerning></w:trackformatting></w:trackmoves></span><br /><w:trackmoves><w:trackformatting><w:punctuationkerning><w:validateagainstschemas><w:donotpromoteqf><w:compatibility><w:breakwrappedtables><w:snaptogridincell><w:wraptextwithpunct><w:useasianbreakrules><w:dontgrowautofit><w:splitpgbreakandparamark><w:dontvertaligncellwithsp><w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables><w:dontvertalignintxbx><w:word11kerningpairs><w:cachedcolbalance><m:mathpr><m:mathfont val="Cambria Math"><m:brkbin val="before"><m:brkbinsub val="--"><m:smallfrac val="off"><m:dispdef><m:lmargin val="0"><m:rmargin val="0"><m:defjc val="centerGroup"></m:defjc></m:rmargin></m:lmargin></m:dispdef></m:smallfrac></m:brkbinsub></m:brkbin></m:mathfont></m:mathpr></w:cachedcolbalance></w:word11kerningpairs></w:dontvertalignintxbx></w:dontbreakconstrainedforcedtables></w:dontvertaligncellwithsp></w:splitpgbreakandparamark></w:dontgrowautofit></w:useasianbreakrules></w:wraptextwithpunct></w:snaptogridincell></w:breakwrappedtables></w:compatibility></w:donotpromoteqf></w:validateagainstschemas></w:punctuationkerning></w:trackformatting></w:trackmoves></div>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-91554331527664512532010-04-24T19:27:00.002+10:002010-04-24T19:30:16.599+10:00LOL!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1OE5oWclrRBBGoUhSZ6_5sJmHXY6u8_RrfWa7Wh20Saii79mdQ2NViEG_bRW0BZ6CwEor_Y_OmRlkmWR8lYQFZ8qWNDsy216ybNnHh7D2CtQyRLUhVSoBOpveC1P-x1-PSEN4y3c8SV3K/s1600/man_utd_blog_ap.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1OE5oWclrRBBGoUhSZ6_5sJmHXY6u8_RrfWa7Wh20Saii79mdQ2NViEG_bRW0BZ6CwEor_Y_OmRlkmWR8lYQFZ8qWNDsy216ybNnHh7D2CtQyRLUhVSoBOpveC1P-x1-PSEN4y3c8SV3K/s400/man_utd_blog_ap.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463633524282685106" border="0" /></a><br />There are times, even those you spend celebrating success of your favorite team, when you just gotta laugh at something funny.<br /><br />I support Man Utd but heck there is no way anyone cannot think they're kissing.<br /><br />Enjoy!!<br /><br />Later days..praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-26632735544327056822010-04-09T16:56:00.000+10:002010-04-09T16:57:44.129+10:00Funny!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiimtcyUmCqtdo33_UbHx9UYs7BrMP7n_fQS_hDLMOP5Y4dr4anJXGQugttn8NC7AZh8d9BAVypVt5llqMiIceIVzTny2HS4mcGaRQ3c5LEfHYj42uPMmR5wwPyYt-h4YrHfPnGe5z1vuPn/s1600/funny.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 292px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiimtcyUmCqtdo33_UbHx9UYs7BrMP7n_fQS_hDLMOP5Y4dr4anJXGQugttn8NC7AZh8d9BAVypVt5llqMiIceIVzTny2HS4mcGaRQ3c5LEfHYj42uPMmR5wwPyYt-h4YrHfPnGe5z1vuPn/s400/funny.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5458028256282449554" border="0" /></a>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-61142119322036741682010-04-01T18:41:00.003+11:002010-04-01T19:08:19.466+11:00Cos I got time while she got freedom<div style="text-align: center;">"Breakeven"<br /> by <span style="font-style: italic;">The Script</span><br /><br /> I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing<br />Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in<br />Cos I got time while she got freedom<br />Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even<br /><br />Her best days will be some of my worst<br />She finally met a man that's gonna put her first<br />While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping<br />Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no<br /><br />What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,<br />And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok<br />I'm falling to pieces, yeah,<br />I'm falling to pieces<br /><br />They say bad things happen for a reason<br />But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding<br />Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving<br />And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no<br /><br />What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,<br />And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok<br />I'm falling to pieces, yeah,<br />I'm falling to pieces, yeah,<br />I'm falling to pieces<br />(One still in love while the other ones leaving)<br />I'm falling to pieces<br />(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)<br /><br />Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain<br />You took your suitcase, I took the blame.<br />Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh<br />Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.<br /><br />I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing<br />Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in<br />Cos I got time while she got freedom<br />Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break<br />No it don't break<br />No it don't break even no<br /><br />What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and<br />What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok<br />(Oh glad your okay now)<br />I'm falling to pieces yeah<br />(Oh I'm glad your okay)<br />I'm falling to pieces yeah<br />(One still in love while the other ones leaving)<br />I'm falling to pieces<br />(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)<br /><br />Oh it don't break even no<br />Oh it don't break even no<br />Oh it don't break even no</div>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-91031697722092550082010-03-31T00:22:00.003+11:002010-03-31T00:24:40.440+11:00ah yes....Let us all take a moment to pause and drooool over this........<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikCQ5Lk3eLQgP03iYq8_IIWnj6IJMGnvUvGGJF0v3AZb4jNhZlMP0WxyoMn_qAed86xhqfQQ4N4V7UuXAoUbX83lzRlzH-D-mzkOCOAlIpaad9QONoiMHbPHNmxk7WOice09gj0Gu3GwAI/s1600/emma+watson.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 258px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikCQ5Lk3eLQgP03iYq8_IIWnj6IJMGnvUvGGJF0v3AZb4jNhZlMP0WxyoMn_qAed86xhqfQQ4N4V7UuXAoUbX83lzRlzH-D-mzkOCOAlIpaad9QONoiMHbPHNmxk7WOice09gj0Gu3GwAI/s320/emma+watson.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454416932657369442" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">ah yes<br /><br />Emma Watson<br /><br />enjoy!!<br /></div>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-4468376269787554952010-03-30T21:12:00.003+11:002010-03-30T21:33:08.189+11:00Think again??Was walking home from the gym the other day and this really made me laugh. It was on a bus stop. One's gotta love the cynicism...<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHOBkzPmDKGkjUwdnFyQJsMhKCaQt4M1RmygCGm1lDd4KQxgyC66wtFUgWjcRnPsCY1T6iX3B3814lU4tXCnvdBcUoxdpqwR625vHrYjr2U6cYQ_b92j4Qj6GPZZu6XZTxdpo33d-0fZRh/s1600/DSC00075.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHOBkzPmDKGkjUwdnFyQJsMhKCaQt4M1RmygCGm1lDd4KQxgyC66wtFUgWjcRnPsCY1T6iX3B3814lU4tXCnvdBcUoxdpqwR625vHrYjr2U6cYQ_b92j4Qj6GPZZu6XZTxdpo33d-0fZRh/s320/DSC00075.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454371367041604674" border="0" /></a><br />Word of the day: popinjay - a vain a talkative person *[I gotta say this made my day!! =)]<br /><br />Current beat: Flight of the Conchords - Most beautiful girl in the room<br /><br />Later days ya'llpraxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-78228266000113599252010-03-17T23:52:00.004+11:002010-03-17T23:59:50.523+11:00hopefully this is it...I'm not overreacting am i??<br /><br />I mean it's considered rock bottom once i am drinking beer and listening to Lionel Ritchie, Diana Ross n Alias right??<br /><br />Please somebody tell me there isn't anything lower then this coz quite frankly I am quite the tired off all this.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWiV0Zt-4Y4Kg7Cg8hASleLzTLeRwNmi5684Nnj9KKBTotHVeJE-2592tU6XrJItk0tuVdsqJp0X3ig-98P72LHJO2i8qn9U5u3Ku9PjOc-iWTCXCiup4PG-LBp3aP0sZe_-k56tKwaE9v/s1600-h/spd.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 282px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhWiV0Zt-4Y4Kg7Cg8hASleLzTLeRwNmi5684Nnj9KKBTotHVeJE-2592tU6XrJItk0tuVdsqJp0X3ig-98P72LHJO2i8qn9U5u3Ku9PjOc-iWTCXCiup4PG-LBp3aP0sZe_-k56tKwaE9v/s320/spd.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5449585947198794866" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;"><cite style="font-style: italic;">frontdoorcayman.com</cite></span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Happy St Patrick's Day everybody. Hope you've had a good one..<br /><br />Laters<br /></span></div></div>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-76929668305392774182010-03-12T19:36:00.002+11:002010-03-12T20:02:21.854+11:00In midst of agitation & frustration I grasp for some clarityIm gonna try something new. Everyday I meet or am around so many interesting. Im sure I can find something interesting that is said or catches my fancy. So Im going to include my favorite quote of the day. Also gonna add what im listening to at that point. Just to make things more interesting. Hope nothing embarassing comes out.<br /><br />Went to scout new gloves n knee guards today. My gloves are over 2 years old n I think its about time I stop using training gloves. N since im playing in a futsal leauge now I should get knee guards because I can't continue treating my knees this way. Bruised and scraped every Wed. So anyways saw this Nike gloves for 30Aud and found simple pair of knee guards for 20Aud. Hopefully everything works out.<br /><br />Going out tonight. Ko's b'day dinner at her place. Aound 10 something I'll take my leave and join Rae n others at Long Room. Kim's b'day bash. Haven't been to Long Room in ages so should be fun. M semi formal-in it up to prove excitement. Ko's place is good food and good people, but I heard we're drinking and she'll be there. I just hope I dont let my own demons make it more awkward then it has to be.<br /><br />Tmr i got RMIT tryouts and Lenny's 21st on the agenda. Night i suggested to her we do dinner then lost n GG marathon but she's not confirmed it so yea. *Twist twist twist.<br /><br />Im wondering, since Im back to bloging, if i should pimp up my blog. Only thing is that I find HTML a bitch. yes i know many ppl have mastered it but I haven't so moving on..... Maybe i'll just randomly seek a cool template online and see what i find.<br /><br />Not ashamed to admit Im happy GG is back. Blake Lively looked awesomely hot in everything she wore this week. Not to be outdone, J-Lo looked bootylicious as ever in this weeks How I Met Your Mother (HIMYM).<br /><br />Movies i really wanna watch are Invictus, The Blind Side n Brothers. Prob download Invictus coz its already out of the cinema but Brothers is coming soon to Nova. Really wanna see The Blind Side but its only showing at Hoyts and I cant afford watching a movie for 17Aud right now.<br /><br />Last night Hanna n I walked to Carlton Gardens and spent an hour laying down on a grassy hill in the middle of the playground talking about anything to everything. It felt really relaxing. We only left because the possoms were getting closer and it became really chilly.<br /><br />Quote of the day: "Its just scary how understanding you are. I don't know if thats bad or good."<br /><br />Current beat: Duffy - Mercy<br /><br />Laterspraxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-28194606440176779042010-03-12T19:31:00.003+11:002010-03-12T19:36:13.566+11:00I need a little good luck to get me by this time<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br />"Tongue Tied"<br /></span></div> <div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;">by </span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:100%;" >Faber Drive</span><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> Bright cold silver moon<br />Tonight alone in my room<br />You were here just yesterday<br />Slight turn of the head<br />Eyes down when you said<br />I guess I need my life to change<br />Seems like something's just aren't the same<br />What could I say?<br /><br />I need a little more luck than a little bit<br />Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit<br />And every time that I try I get tongue tied<br />I'll need a little good luck to get me by<br /><br />I need a little more help than a little bit<br />Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet<br />Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied<br />I need a little good luck to get me by this time<br /><br />I stare up at the stars<br />I wonder just where you are<br />You feel a million miles away<br />Was it something I said?<br />Or something I never did?<br />Or was I always in the way?<br />Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?<br /><br />I need a little more luck than a little bit<br />Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit<br />And every time that I try I get tongue tied<br />I need a little good luck to get me by<br /><br />I need a little more help than a little bit<br />Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet<br />Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied<br />I need a little good luck to get me by this time<br /><br />I know it feels like the end<br />Don't want to be here again<br />And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again<br />What it takes I don't care<br />We're gonna make it I swear<br />And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again<br /><br />I need a little more help than a little bit<br />Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet<br />Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied<br />I need a little good luck to get me by this time<br /><br />I know it feels like the end<br />Don't want to be here again<br />And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again<br />What it takes I don't care<br />We're gonna make it I swear<br />And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again</span></div>praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9214011521448677400.post-18673039773036734392010-03-08T13:43:00.002+11:002010-03-08T13:47:56.350+11:00Dancing forever...We tried this dance once. Falling over each others feet, missing each step, defying the beat. But you seem so much more in tune to the underlying harmony my heart plays when you kiss my nose.<br /><br />Music notes tremble when we are close together. My hand in yours, twirling you around this glossy floor. The only eyes on us are those of the evening stars.<br /><br />Time has molded us into the best of our kind. Swiftly moving like bolts of lightning through a hailstorm. Powerful, dangerous and oh so beautiful.<br /><br />Let us hold hands and destroy worlds of silent steps. Just me tied to you...for eternity.praxsterhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06502274564482392501noreply@blogger.com0