come on...

I swear Tom Cruise deserves a medal just for prolonging this character. I applauded and loved his cameos in tropic thunder as les grossman but his performance at the MTV movie awards just takes the cake. A medal or an award!! You read it here first!!

a moment of clarity??

KS: How u otherwise???

Me: I'm a mess but I'll get through it. Life keeps throwing more important things at me so i cant concentrate on myself which is good. I got thesis, then job applications, then visa and then getting an apartment.

If i don't get a job then I'm going home for good and then the job and apartment process starts all over again. So i assume late September is prob when I'm free enough to actually sort my head and heart out. So yeah. That's a long way to go so I'm not gonna think about it until then.

But then again starting a new job can be stressful so maybe it'll take me like three or four months to adjust. So next January I'll work on myself. Heck i'll make it part of my new years resolution.


Hmmmm..........interesting no??

Laters ya'll

Stalker much??

*This after I pointed out some minor details in a vid Florence made for her friends...

Florence: Wow, you'll make a good stalker you know...

Me: haha..nth more flattering den getting told i have a future in creepy

Tis true!! =P

Now I may not be the worst or the best but you gotta respect my honesty

Is it not sad that pockets of the majority believe that rebounding is the best way to get over breakup?

I personally know many people who think rebound or rebounds is ace to getting over being dumped or generally getting over someone and that's quite sad.

I believe that we should have the strength and self respect to heal on our own and not depend/need someone else to make us feel better. I mean what happened to the whole 'you cant love another if you don't love yourself' concept?

That's what I believe but I know otherwise. Sadly enough I've rebounded and yes it helped and made me feel whole loads better. Accept when she realized it was a rebound and pulled the plug. I seriously felt like shit for leading her on and hurting her. What's worse we couldn't even remain friends after (duh!!). Hence the negativity towards rebounding.

I'm going to stick to my current plan. Going out, partying with friends, drinking quite a bit and meeting new people. I already know I deserve better and that it was her lost. I just gotta believe it and I hope I am on the right track.

Now I may not be the worst or the best but you gotta respect my honesty.
And I may break your heart, but I don't really think there's anybody's as bomb as me
So you can take this chance, in the end everybody's gonna be wondering how ya deal
You might say this is Ludacris, but Taio Cruz tell em' how ya feel!


Listen, now I'm only gonna break your heart
And shatter and spatter it all into little itty bitty pieces
Whether or not you get it all together
Then its finders keepers and losers weepers
See I'm not trying lead you on, no I'm only trying keep it real
You might say this is Ludacris, but Taio Cruz tell her how you feel!

Laters ya'll

Current Beat: Jason Derulo - Riding Solo (HAH!!)

Quote of the day:

T: My friend told me today she broke a bench. I mean I've heard of people breaking beds but never a bench.

Me: *raised eyebrows..broke how?

T: You're smart. I'm sure you already know.

Me: Niceeeeee

*Anybody notice how my quotes have become snippets of conversations...hmmmmm =P

Oh that nostalgic feeling...

Ain't it funny how all it takes is one compliment to make your day. Maybe it is because I find her amazingly attractive. Not just looks wise but she's got a real unique personality which I really dig. Yes I am going with dig. Maybe it is because she's not my usual type. Maybe it is because I've always kinda had this lil crush on her since back in the day.

*On another note, isn't it weird how young people like me actually try to use that phrase. 'Back in the day.' Back in my day would actually be referring to my young teenage days. Not much impact there eh..

I suddenly had a Beatles moment today. Remembered back when my mum had control of the car radio and would play either the Beatles, ABBA or Kenny Rogers. I d/l two of my fav songs. 'Hey jude and when I saw her standing there. There's nothing like flashes from your childhood to help with thesis completion stress. It's on repeat now. =)

Met up with HS before coffee with Rae n Navin. She's got a big decision coming over the horizon. Two boys - always a tricky situation, laced with minefields. I remember when I had to make a choice similar to that. I particulary remember feeling it was like the biggest decision I ever had to make. Boy was i VERY wong and EXTREMELY naive back then.

Remembering past encounters, choices and so on can be quite fun. A good nostalgic session can sometimes, on extremely rare occasions, be a helthy replacement to getting high. One can see where you've been or how far you've come. But as always good things must have its limits. Too much of a good thing and all that jazz. Because in the end, you're in the here and now and should always concentrate on that. Too much and you'll end up reaching a 'what if?' Never consider a 'what if?' i say. Not that i've taken my own advice but based on those personal experiences, one should really stay clear of those kinda day dreams.

Anyways I'm off. I got an early start tomorrow for football and I gotta finish my OrgComm assignment by tomorrow night. I forsee a long tiring day.

Laters..

Current Beat: The Isley Brothers - Shout (Mater Music Remix)

Quote of the day: *Me teasing Axy about Australia loosing to the US in a friendly football match

ME: Ouch! Maybe you SHOULD opt for England this year eh?

AXY: I don't see Malaysia in the wc buddy.